Monday, December 5, 2011

I Have Love. You Have Love.


It took me 4 years to recover some of the feelings that I have lost...
At first I thought it was never possible...
I mean first love is memorable since it’s our first.
As simple as that...but makes a whole lot difference.

Hearing stories from friends...
How their feelings were not answered...
It never failed to take me back to those days...
Makes me realize just how happy it is to love and to be loved.
I was lucky...

I guess the old confidence vanished with the first...
...rubbed raw onto the pavement leaving nothing but innocent feelings of liking that one person.
This second encounter, I guess...
There is nothing extravagant that make me ruled him out of the rest...
But he gave me moments...moments where I thought were lost forever.

The day when it rained...
When you called out my name...
The story you wrote that you shared with me...

Like I said, moments...
To say that I am ready to get back in the game is ridiculous.
But I am definitely recovering.
I was lucky to meet him and...
Some part of me felt glad that I can still feel these kinds of feelings.

Might seem silly to most people...
But I’d like to appreciate these little things...these little moments.
I have love.
It might not meant for the ‘He’...
...I might have passed my destined one – I don’t know.
But one thing for sure, I have love.
I can give love to my family, friends and students.

I should have realized this earlier...
That love is not a ration...I shouldn’t have let my feelings be lost.
It was there from the beginning...awaiting me to retrace them back.

You have love too. Never forget that.

3 comments:

Kushuka said...
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Pete said...

This was great. It really let me know that there are other people going through things that I go through. Thanks for posting something as awesome as this!

moonshin said...

You, reading my post and then commented, has helped me in return. ^^ So thank you too.