I smiled.

I scored a cool shirt yesterday while I was out on my usual trips into town.
A little bit of ‘Me time’ to clear my head.
The front reads ‘Same shit, different day’...
On some days...you don’t know how much THAT echoed my mood...
Can’t wait to wear that to class.

I got flagged down by a couple of salesmen...
God... the things they’d say just to get you ‘hoodwinked’...
“You are 23? Really? You look 19 to me”
“Still single? I’m single too~”
“Are you mixed-blood?”
Of course, I’m not born yesterday...I got away with polite ‘No, thanks’.
Small part of me was sincerely sorry...
Rejection is never easy.

I bought a pair of new wedges.
The one I had in mind was actually something different.
I did try that one on but it didn’t look good on me...
The assistant recommended me to get the wedges instead.
He helped me put it on...
I don’t know why but I felt a little flutter in my heart just then.
Herm...heels and wedges.
Sexy and nice.
A bit hurt there...

As usual, I stopped by my favourite shop.
Everything is Japanese goods.
Last time, I bought an umbrella.
This time around, I bought ‘something’ as presents for my best friend.
(She reads my blog regularly – don’t want to ruin the surprise)

On my way back on the monorail...
I saw a guy traded places with his girl – he didn’t want her to sit next to another guy.
My thought was that is nice.
My trip to town is really precious to me.
I enjoy browsing through the shop’s windows...
Listening to mp3 as I go...
But...I won’t mind having someone beside me.
That is what I thought.
Actually, I still think that way.

But as I waited for his reply...the ‘Me’ that is now...
Is tired of it...tired to play the game...
Tired to have butterflies flying around in the stomach.
So I deleted his number.
Even though, he did reply.

As I sat by the window of the bus...
As it carried me back to my college...
With the cool wind on my face...songs of love pounded merrily in my ears...
As my heart sang along with a smile painted on my face...
I saw the bus driver smiled back at me...
Despite my decision...
I am happy.
That is all that matters.